Okay, i promised to post yesterday but was delayed by crazy luck and a shitty day.

I usually sleep at like 3-4am now so what happens when your father wakes u up at 5+am to ask you stuff? Pissed of start of the day. Since i woke up early, i decided to play poker. ALL my hands were dominated yesterday. ALL of them. For non poker players, dominated means that u have the same "big" card as someone else but your 2nd card is weaker. For example u have Ace Queen (AQ) and someone else has Ace King (AK) so u lose although u have very strong 2 cards.

Ok, the morning alone killed me $120, yesterday's effort. 1 morning alone, killed me a whole day's effort. To top it off, I was holding on to Audrey's friend's jacket. Audrey had borrowed it and i sent it to the cleaner for her and collected on her behalf. So, I was supposed to return it yesterday.

My car's dead. I killed it, so i can't drive. So how the FUCK do u expect me to go to her fucking friend's place? U think i'm gonna WALK all the way there? Hey look, I'm not even with her already. If i was i would, but we're not even, i mean we're on a fine thread between friends and strangers.

So here she was on msn telling me how insincere i was and how she was hoping i could do it but i let her down etc etc. Hey, let u down? Dun be crazy. U think i'm going to go all out and do favours for u? I totally DUN CARE. Well the conversation ended when she said "I'm disappointed in you" and i replied. "I'm disgusted by you". Then i ended it with "Meet me at kembangan later bye."

What in the world is happening? Does she think i'm still into her? I think she better wake up her idea. I was disappointed in her before now i REALLY am disgusted. This is the first time an ex has made me feel this way. It's always been pleasant memories.

YC Lee never does anything he regrets. Its the things he didnt do that he regrets. I guess I have something to regret now, everything i've done for her.

WHORE!!!!!!!!!!!

(6) So Waddaya Think! 3:04:00 AM